Isn't everyone suppose to have a passion? You know, something they are good at and just love to do..
It seems like every has this except me. I have so many thing that I wish I could do.
So many things that seem like fun or even that I enjoy but aren't really good at. Misplaced desires I suppose.. Just wanting to find that little thing.
Can it be my daughter? I love doing things centered around her. I love playing with her, getting her dressed, feeding her, putting her to sleep, holding her. I know I can talk about her endlessly.
No. I don't think that counts.
Not sure what it is. I'll continue trying to find "my thing". Probably doesn't even make sense but if I figure it out I'll be sure to let you know.
Really I'm just rambling because it's my bedtime and I can't sleep.. Anxiety about going home. I'm so scared to go home cause what if I fail. What if I can't make it on my own. It's not like before. I have a precious little girl now. I can't just crash on people's couches and float around with no concerns..
Better try to sleep before I give myself an anxiety attack or something. Kidding.. Mostly.
Psalms 71
1 In you, LORD, I have taken refuge;
let me never be put to shame.
2 In your righteousness, rescue me and deliver me;
turn your ear to me and save me.
3 Be my rock of refuge,
to which I can always go;
Don't you love to cook?
ReplyDeleteMy dear, if your child doesn't count as your passion…
ReplyDeleteI don't know.
She has to count.
My children ARE my passion, and my ministry, and sometimes my cute little pains in the neck ; )
Aside from that, I like to sew, I love it even, but it's not a passion. I had a short time when making scrapbooks was almost an obsession, but I got over it (you know, the 3 kids thing). What hasn't changed?
The love for my child(ren)
And I really don't think it ever will.
I'm happy to say they're my passion <3
YARA, I'm with you. EXACTLY.
ReplyDeleteKate- Cooking and I have a love hate relationship, lol.
ReplyDeleteYara- My goal is to get into sewing when I get back. I would love that. Just need to figure out that sewing machine of mine. :)